Im going to sleep at my dad's place today... Cathy (his wife) dont want to be all alone coz my dad are out of the country and Crille is never home anymore... So she asked me to come over and watch a movie and stay over the night.

Anyway,.,,,.,.,. my computer is broken.. It just died..... T.T
...and it doesnt start when i push the "start button"... I hate computers.....sometimes....

Im going to watch the movie Twilight now... With my sister.... Sanna....

This is how I look today..

Why are you doing this to me, to us??
Why do it have to be this hard??
Why can't you just let me be with him??
Why God, why??
Whats the meaning of this, you already know I love him...
What else do I need to show you??

This show is really too funny..... I love it.... You have to watch it too....... ^^

I was only a few minutes to late.......
why did he go offline???????????
..and....Why am I crying????

I dont want to be here anymore....
..why can't I be with him?? Why!!!!?
I love him so much!!!!!

Today... 11th of March one year ago....was the day I sent my first e-mail to my beloved ♥ Jong Beum.. ♥
The time is going so fast.... and my love for him, for you J.B.... my love for you haven't changed a bit... I love you more and more each day. ^^

I miss you a lot my love... I hope that our waiting will be over soon.

I Love You So Much! <3

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman", she told him.

"I don't understand", he said.


His mum just hugged him and said, " And you never will"..


Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"


"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say.


The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God; when God got on the phone, the man said, "God, why women cry so easily?"


God said, "When I made women she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort.


I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times come from her children.


I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.


I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt them very badly.


This same sensitivity helps her make a child's boo hoo feel better and shares in their teenagers' anxieties and fears.


I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed. The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides."

Every woman is beautiful.

i made this a few days ago.... isnt it nice?? :)

I'm still so proud of your graduation my love.... You are such a good man!! ^^

I LOVE YOU!!!!! <3